Life is so hard sometimes

It has been such a tough couple weeks lately and as I reflect on the events that have unfolded which involve my daughter directly I am amazed at how much it has brought us together and the life lessons this is teaching her. She has had some pretty rough times at gym lately and we are all at a loss on this and why she is the one targeted on a weekly basis, not sure why God has decided to test her this way, but He has and each time something happens we think, it can't get worse and why me....well it does and yup it's me again! So many times in life things happen and we feel like it's not fair this is happening to me...but I guess instead of feeling like why would this happen to me we should think "wow God has chosen me out of everyone, I must be special and really trusts me". With every bad thing we have to realize that He trusts us to make the right decision and be an inspiration to ourselves and others with how we handle things. I guess that's why God has chosen poor Bec right now...He knows what's right for her and I am trying to trust Him in this, it's just so hard to see your child struggling and you just want to make things right.....what a difficult thing when you can't. I know it will get better and I know we will get through this I am just hoping it's soon as I feel so incredibly exhausted and just ready to throw in the towel, but I know I can't do that. I just pray God can give me the strength to stand firm and tall and be there for my daughter who is honestly one strong, determined young lady that I am soooo incredibly proud of! You can do this Bec and so can I and together we WILL get through this and I love you!